Hi, thanks for checking in. I got my pet scan yesterday, and am now waiting on the results. I've been through this cancer stuff before, five years ago, now I'm a little bit wiser and less scared. I live my life for today, and accept what there is to suffer, enjoy what there is to enjoy. You've heard me talk about "Nam-myoho-renge-kyo" before, and it is the "myo" part that means we are all mystic. Mystic not in a guru-magic sense, but in the interconnection with all things, all matter, all vibration, all love, hate, heaven, hell....
Two things are about to happen in my life,
1. I get the call telling me that the cancer scares was nothing but an accident, a thing we can't explain, a miracle, it's gone. Today, as I write, I expect this, for I have a mission in life, and have prayed for all the cancer cells in my body to go away, if it is within the divine law.
2. I get the call telling me that they need to do a biopsy, the threat is real.
Either way, I'm set to go, rather excited to be honest. For how can we have growth without suffering? Because, in the end, it is all Nam-myoho-renge-kyo, trust me on this one.
